There are normal days when i feel meh

And then there are days when i feel down for no apparent reason. Most of my struggles are work related. What does one do with one's destiny when one was not made for the corporate culture? Part of me wants to leave and live the free soul life that I am; part of me is holding on to the career I've so (literally) painfully built, even though it feels like it's all gone crumbling down and I'm now stuck in a pile of rubble. Like cocaine; I know it's bad for me and yet I'm addicted to it.

Clinical Depression and Anxiety

My name is Jane. I was diagnosed with Chronic Clinical Depression and Anxiety on 23 February 2015. It's been a blinding whirlwind so far, but yesterday someone finally shed some light over what I've been experiencing and this the story of how I'm going through it one day at a time. One of the things that I've learnt is that I will have good days and bad days - I have to let the bad days pass as fast as possible, and make the good days as meaningful as possible. Right now, I have more bad days than good days and if this continues one, it kind of means that I will have less time to make of my life than a normal human being.