"See the mirror in your eyes;
See the truth behind your lies
Your lies are haunting me
See the reason in your eyes
Giving answer to the why:
Your eyes are haunting me"
Today would have marked Year 5,
I'd be lying if I said I'm completely unscathed;
You were my anchor,
You kept me grounded,
But you weighed me down as well.
You blurred the lines and taught me grey
When I've always only seen the world as black and white
I wanted to see the good in everyone;
To believe that all Man were created equal
But you proved me wrong
But you proved me wrong
I entered adulthood with you as a guide
But I thank God I still have a few years left to find and really be who I'm truly supposed to be
I thank God for his sovereignty
that he has opened my eyes
to the liar and materialistic hypocrite you and your family truly are
I will not be hypocritical and say that I am the better person
That I will walk away and leave this all behind me
Not before I have my vengeance
"Forget the peace inside,
You've given way to the Gods of Destruction full of desire"
Not only will i stand strong;
I will destroy you and all those you love
In a way that you will regret the very day you underestimated me
and thought you could do what you did without fear of humiliation
"I'm fine without you now
I don't need you here
I'm fine without you now
Can you disappear"
I do not regret what has happened
For it has made me stronger, more determined, more certain
I know now what I want
What cannot be compromised
What is important
But I am glad it has happened sooner rather than later
That God's grace is so great that He can wipe the slate clean for me
For the nagging voice at the back of my mind
Telling me that something's amiss
For the strength to face it all
For the clarity to see the scum you truly are
without these rose tinted glasses
For the courage to stand up to you
And literally tell you to fuck off
To decide for myself that enough was enough
Today, I erase the celebration of us;
Today, I celebrate my freedom
